I've decided to write a blog to you. I have a hard time praying because I get distracted by just about anything in the world. I'm not writing this for popularity or fame, I'm writing this because I love you and I want to know you more. I mean, I know you will know what I am saying before I write it or whatever, but I think that this will help my sanity and be a type of prayer for me. I'm letting others read it because it may help them in their faith.
Today was really hard. I'm doubting myself and my capabilities. I got elected as Student Senate VP of Representation and I don't think anyone thinks that I can do it. They don't think I'm qualified. That is really hard. I feel lost and like I'm going to fail even before I start next year. I don't want Senate to be my whole life. I want to help people and students and calvin College. :( Even my friend Alicia doesn't think i can do it. That makes me really really sad. . . I don't think people know that I get sad on the inside. I do. Well, tomorrow is a busy day but hopefully I will talk more tomorrow. I think I like this way of talking with you.
Please help me feel less sad.
Please have someone encourage me.
Please let my big presentation tomorrow go well.
I love you Lord.
-Connor
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